salam..entah la,arini tibe2 nk share ape yg aku rs..lately aku rs depress sgt2..byk sbb kot..antaranya: penat lyn anak, x cukup ms utk diri sendiri, nobody to share my thoughts (coz recently hubby ade join venture with his bro bukak dobi, so he spent most of his time there)..n aku rs sbb aku dah yatim piatu..sblm ni bile ade mslh, boleh gak story ckit2 with my dad (mum pass away dec 2006)...eversince my dad pass away last march,aku mmg rs kosong je hidup ni...nasib baik la parents aku xde ms aku dah besar n wiser...so xde la terkapai2 cr haluan hidup...
last weekend aku ade bc psl meroyan for ibu2 yg lps bersalin...aku penah research ms preggy dulu..yup,ibu2 yg lps bersalin mmg mudah kena post-partum depression...tu yg org melayu panggil gila meroyan...tp mslh nya skrg ni aku dah lama lps pantang,tp ade gak rs depress...hahahhahaha....normal human being la aku ni kan...xde la happy selalu...
n aku rs stress gak kot psl d office..mak aie,politik d ofis jgn d main2...aku paling takut dgn mulut2 yg jahat...so to control n avoid,aku mmg kureng la nk campur ngn org yg aku kategori mulut2 jahat....depan2 mulut manis,belakang mak aie,mengumpat x ingat dunia...nauzubillah...aku halal je kalau aku jd bhn umpatan tp seboleh2nya aku nk elak dr terlibat..sbb nye xde ape2 kebaikan pun pd organisasi..lingkup lg ade la sbb memasing rs diri sendiri best...
sekian coretan aku lps hujan since 4am pg td(ingat mls je nk kj..hehehehe)
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